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7月8日

If My Heart - Turn Up The Music

If my heart can become
pure and simple
like that of a child,
I think there probably
can be no greater happiness
than this.
 
                 Kitaro Nishida
 
"There can be no greater
happiness than this."   
Hope all is well Family
Peace
Tenthltr2u
 
6月29日

Wisdom

I stand most humbly
Before man's wisdom,
Knowing we are not
Really wise:
If we were
We'd open up the kingdom
And make earth happy
As the dreamed of skies.
 
            Langston Hughes
 
I can't think of many
Who were wiser,
Who made earth happier,
nor openned up the kingdom
more than Michael
As LA Reid so aptly put it......
'maybe now they will turn down the chatter and
turn up the music."
 
Rest in peace you beautiful dreamer,
Rest is Peace
 
Peace,
Tenthltr2u
 
 
 
6月19日

I Don't Know About Reparations

When I walk down the street
you make sure your
car doors are locked,
you hold your children
closer and cling tighter
to your purse.

You remember to have that conversation
with your daughters and shopkeepers
are more vigilant when I walk
through the front door.

The instrument used to terrorize
generations of my forefathers
is now material for school-yard jokesters
and office pranksters.

Every time you lock me up,
you say it's to make the community
a safer place,
and
you lock me up
with impunity.

I don't know about reparations.....

But at least pay me
for the public service
I perform.

Tenthltr2u (c) 2007

Hello family,  just some thoughts to ponder in light of our
governments recent apology. 
Hope all is well and you have a great weekend.

Peace,
Tenthltr2u

6月17日

Last Night I Dreamed

Last night I dreamed.
Not something I do often,
Not something I could really understand.
It was strange, the images haunting,
The feelings oh so real.
Last night I dreamed.

Last night I dreamed.
I was in a setting unfamiliar,
With people I seemed to be
Only vaguely acquainted.
Some I seemed to have feelings for,
While others I barely knew.
Last night I dreamed.

Last night I dreamed.
I said my goodbyes,
Some were more poignant
Than others. Some had
No emotion at all.
Some brought tears and fears,
And some seemed
To bring relief.
Last night I dreamed.

Last night I dreamed.
I found myself traveling,
Following some distance star.
Seeking someone to help me understand it.
Trying to find the happiness that has eluded me.
The love that I have needed so desperately.
I arrived at my destination unannounced.
You were there waiting.

Last night I dreamed.

                     Tenthltr2u (c) April 2006
 

What's up family?  Another one of my favorites.  Hope all is well.

Peace, Ten

5月20日

El-Hajj Malik El-Shabazz/Malcom X

 


Today marks the birthday of El-Hajj Malik El-Shabazz, known to many as Malcolm X.  Many have written about this civil rights activist, scholar and philosopher who was gunned down at a pivotal time in his life. He is loved and loathed by many who remember two, very different men. El-Hajj Malik El-Shabazz was more than a dichotomy -- he was a complex human being, figuring out his place in the world in the public eye, one day at a time. He is more than hats, t-shirts and a seminal film. He is an important figure in American culture. We thought we'd bring you some of his notable achievements, which we hope will inspire you to

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Happy Birthday Malcom

Peace, Tenthltr2u

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5月8日

Madam and the Charity Child

Once I adopted 
A little girl child,
She grew up and got ruint, 
Nearly drove me wild.
 
Then I adopted
A little boy.
He used a switch-blade
for a toy.
 
What makes these charity
Children so bad?
Ain't had no luck
With none I had.
 
Poor little things,
Born behind the 8-rock,
With parents that don't even
Stop to take stock.
 
The county won't pay me
But a few bucks a week.
Can't raise no child on that,
So to speak.
 
And the lady from the
Juvenile Court
Always coming around
Wanting a report.
 
Last time I told her,
REPORT, my I!
Things is bad -
You figure out why!
 
                             Langston Hughes
 
What's up all you charity chillun' ?
When the lady
from the Juvenile Court
Comes round asking for a report.
Tell her times are hard, things is bad!
Got miseries like I never had,
But I sure if I just hold on tight
Things are gonna work out just right!
 
Have a great weekend and Happy Mothers Day!
Peace,
Tenthltr2u
 
 
5月6日

While You Were Sleeping

The lights of the city streets
softly illuminated the room.
You lay there sleeping
just moments after we had
made love for the very first time.
 
Still glistening with perspiration
from the passion we had just shared,
a gentle smile graced your lovely face,
which seemed to glow in the early morning light.
 
It was if I were seeing you for the first time.
Your emerald green eyes, the curve of your lips,
the roundness of your face, your long flowing hair.
I traced the outline of your body with my fingertips,
starting with your face, the nape of your neck,
the slope of your shoulders, getting to know every curve,
every inch, every part of you.
 
I held you close, measuring every breath, every heart beat,
every soft sound you made while you slept.
The world around us was starting to stir,
the city lights giving way to the new day sun.
 
I fell madly in love that morning,
While you were sleeping.
 
                      Tenthltr2u
 
What's up family?  I've had a special request to repost this,
and since it's one of my favorites, I was more than happy
to oblige.  Hope all is well.
 
Peace,
Ten
2月28日

In My Father's House

Always first to rise
he usually sliped into daybreak
like a phantom - heading
(in jacket jeans white socks & loafers)
for Alemeda
the drowsy traffic
& buzzing electronics of Naval Air
But he plays a horn
& some mornings caught him
aching with jazz - reeling
in its chemistry & might:
Duke Bird Basie
riffs chords changes
softly grunted & mouthed
in his closet
in the hallway in
all the glory of the sunrise
 
 Who knows what spirits
shimmer through the neurons
& accustics of his sleep
before these mornings:
black Beethoven
shunning his own deafness
for the sake of symphony
a Haitian drummer -
eyes shut in the moonlight -
mounted by divine horsemen
who flash through his hands
pretty Billy
eating gardenias with a needle
singing the blues away
 
 Maybe urges older than oceans
startle him in the shower
or in the livingroom
on his way out the door
comple him to swipe moments
from time he doesn't have
in to notes across
pitiless lined sheets
that have waited on the piano all night
for beat and harmony to marry
 
On these mornings
he met the man with ease
didn't carry no heavy load
Car horns were trumpets
fog horns bassons
train whistles blushing saxophones
On these mornings
he jammed with angels
popped his fingers
to music in his head
filled his great lungs
with cool air.
 
                George Barlow
 
As we sort thru those mornings
where we meet the men with heavy loads,
try to find the symphony in the car horns
the train whistles,  the harmony
in the disharmony  all around us.
On these mornings jam with the angels,
Hear Duke, Bird and Basie
Pop your fingers to the music
in your head.
 
Peace,
Tenthltr2u
 
 
2月22日

Too Long Tired

One more mountain,
One more valley,
One more river to cross.
 
One more sorrow,
One more heart break,
One more disappointment
To overcome.
 
One more dashed hope,
One more lost dream,
One more cry for help,
When there is none.
 
One more broken spirit,
One more unanswered prayer,
One more search for reasons why.
 
One more tarnished truth,
One more wasted youth,
One more broken wing to mend.
 
One more empty day,
One more lonely night,
One more wishing
It all will end.
 
One more mountain,
One more valley,
One more river.....
 
Too long tired.
 
       Tenthltr2u (c) February 2009
 
What's up family.  Here's wishing you a great week.
Peace
Tenthltr2u
 
 
 
2月16日

Night Thoughts

I cannot sleep.  The long, long
Night is full of bitterness.
I sit alone in my room,
Beside a smoky lamp.
I rub my heavy eyelids
And idly turn the pages
Of my book.  Again and again
I trim my brush and stir the ink.
The hours go by.  The moon comes
In the open window, pale
And bright like new money.
At last I fall asleep and
I dream of the days on the
River at Tsa-feng, and the
Friends of my youth in Yen Chao.
Young and happy we ran
Over the beautiful hills.
And now the years have gone by,
And I have never gone back.
 
           Lu Yu (1125 - 1209)
           Kenneth Rexroth
 
I rub my heavy eyelids
and turn the the pages
of my book.  I trim my brush
and stir the ink.  At last asleep,
I dream of the friends of
my youth and the days
on the streets of Naptown.......
 
What's up family? Wishing you the
best of Night Thoughts
 
Peace,
Tenthltr2u
 
 
2月9日

The Weary Blues

Droning a drowsy syncopated tune,
Rocking back and forth to a mellow croon
   I heard a Negro play
Down on Lenox Avenue the other night
By the pale dull pallor of an old gas light
   He did a lazy sway...
   He did a lazy sway...
To the tune o' those Weary Blues.
With his ebony hands on each ivory key
He made the poor piano moan with melody.
   O Blues!
Swaying to a fro on his rickety stool
He played that sad raggy tune like a musical fool. 
   Sweet Blues!
Coming from a black man's soul.
   O Blues!
In the deep song voice with a melancholy tone
I Heard the Negro sing, the piano moan -
    "Ain't got nobody in all this world,
     Ain't got nobody but ma self.
     I gwine to quit ma frownin'
     And put my troubles on the shelf.
Thump, thump, thump, went his foot on the floor.
He played a few chords then sang some more -
     "I got the Weary Blues
      And I can't be satisfied.
      Got the Weary Blues
      And I can't be satisfied -
      I ain't happy no mo'
      And I wished that I had died."
And far into the night he crooned that tune.
The stars went out and so did the moon.
The singer stopped playing and went to bed.
While the Weary Blues echoed through his head.
He slept like a rock or a man that's dead.
 
                                               Langston Hughes
Is it the Weary Blues
or just another Monday morning? 
What's up family? 
In these very trying times,
here's wishing you
a week of syncopated rhythms
and harmonious melodies.
 
Peace, Tenthltr2u
 
 
2月3日

From Selma

In places like
Selma, Alabama,
Kids say,
        In places like
        Chicago and New York......
In places like
Chicago and New York
Kids say,
      In places like
      London and Paris......
In places like
London and Pairs
Kids say,
     In places like
     Chicago and New York.....
 
                             Langston Hughes
In places like
Selma, Alabama,
Kids say,
      How ya' like me now!
 
What's up Family? Hope all is well.
Peace Tenthltr2u
 
2月1日

The Man I Am

The path I walk
was made for me
with grains of faith
for sand.......
Because of those
who paved the way -
I am free to walk this land.
 
The Man I am today
warrants not great fame......
The glory lies within the roots
I so proudly claim.
 
      Patricia J. Hacker-Harber
 
Have we seen the realization of the dreams and hopes
of those who paved the way?
I hope so family,
Peace
Tenthltr2u
 
1月28日

Bloodbirth

That which inside of me screaming
beating about for exit or entry
names the wind, wanting winds’ voice
wanting winds’ power
it is not my heart
and I am trying to tell this
without art or embellishment
with bits of me flying out in all directions
screams memories old pieces of flesh
struck off like dark bark
from a felled tree, bearing
up or out
holding or bringing forth
child or demon
is this birth or exorcism or
the beginning machinery of myself
outlining recalling
my father’s business – what I must be
about my own business
minding.

Shall I split
or be cut down
by a word’s complexion or the lack of it
and from what direction
will the opening be made
to show the true face of me
lying exposed and together
my children your children their children
bent on our conjugating business.

                                                Audre Lorde
That which is inside screaming,
beating about for exit or entry
wanting the winds’ voice
wanting the winds’ power
wanting the wind to carry me,
carry you, carry us to a common place
a place of beauty and serenity
a safe place, a place for my children
your children their children.

What’s up family?
It’s been a while, hope all is well.
Peace Tenthltr2u
10月23日

Copacetic Mingus

"Mingus One, Two and Three"
"Which is the image you want the world to see?'
- Charles Mingus, Beneath the Underdog

Heartstring, Blessed wood
& every moment the thing's made of:
ball of fatback
licked by fingers of fire.
Hard love, it's hard love.
Running big hands down
the upright's wide hips,
rocking his moon-eyed mistress
with gold in her teeth.
Art & love bleed
into each other
as he works the bow.
But tonight we are both a long ways
from the Mile High City.
1973, Here in New Orleans
years below sea level,
I listen to Pithecanthropus
Erectus: Up & down, under
& over, every which way-
thump, thump, dada - ah, yes.
Wood heavy with tenderness,
Mingus fingers loom
gone on Segovia,
dogging the raw strings
unwaxed with rosin.
Hyperbolic bass line. Oh, no!
Hard love, it's hard love.

                  Yusef Komunyakaa

Hard love, yes it's hard love.
But it's love just the same.
What's up Family/
Hope all is well
Peace,
Tenthltr2u

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8月12日

Song to the Dark Virgin

I.
 
Would
That I were a jewel,
A shattered jewel,
That all my shining brilliants
Might fall at thy feet,
Thou dark one.
 
II.
 
Would
That I were a grament,
A shimmering, silken garment,
That all my flds
Might wrap about thy body,
Absorb thy body,
Hold and hide thy body,
Thou dark one.
 
III.
 
Would
That I were a flame,
But one sharp, leaping flame
To annihilate thy body,
Thou dark one.
 
         Langston Hughes
 
Would
That I be that sanctuary,
That safe place, that port
That calm in the eye of the storm.
That holds you, warps you
and keeps you safe from harm.
 
Thou dark one.
 
What's up Family...... Love You.
Peace
Tenthltr2u
 
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5月27日

Call to Creation

Listen!
All you beauty-makers,
Give up beauty for a moment.
Look at harshness, look at pain,
Look at life again.
Look at hungry babies crying,
Listen to rich men lying,
Look at China dying,
Hear the rumble in the East:
"In spite of all,
Life must not cease."
In India with folded arms,
In China with the guns,
In Africa with the bitter smile -
See where the murmur runs:
"Life must not cease,
Because the fat and greedy ones
Proclaim their thieving peace."
Their peace far worse than war and death -
For this is better than living breath:
Free! To be Free!

Listen!
Futile beauty-makers -
Work for awhile with the pattern-breakers!
Come for a march with the new-world makers:
Let beauty be!

                                Langston Hughes

Listen!
Futile beauty-makers -
Work for awhile with the pattern-breakers!
Come march with the new-world makers:
Let beauty be!

What's up family and new world makers, hope all is well and and that we all - Let Beauty Be!

Peace,
Tenthltr2u

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5月13日

Who Remains Standing?

First,
erase your mane,
unravel your years,
destroy your surroundings,
uproot what you seem,
and who remains standing?

Then,
rewrite your name,
restore your age,
rebuild your house,
pursue your path,
and then,
endlessly,
start over,
all over again.

           Andree Chedid

Then,
refuel your soul,
soar to new heights,
awake to true love,
and be that
last one standing.

What's up family, hope all is well.  My apologies for being gone so long.

Peace,
Tenthltr2u


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4月14日

Knees of a Natural Man (for Jay Wright)

my ole man took me to the fulton fish market
we walk around the guts and the scales

my ole man show mw the dead fish, eyes like throat spit
he say "yo hongry boy?" i say "naw not yet"

my ole man show me how to pick the leavings
he say people throw away fish that not rotten

we scaling on our knees back uptown on lenox
sold five fish, keepin one for the pot

my ole man copped a bottle of wine
he say, "boy, build me a fire out on the lot"

backyard cat climbin up my leg for fish
i make as fire in the ash can

my ole man come when he smell fish
frank williams is with him, they got wine

my ole man say "the boy cotch the big one"
he tell the big lie and slap me on the head

i give the guts to the cat and take me some wine
we walk around the sparks like we in hell

my ole man is laughin and coughin up wine
he say. "you hongry boy?" i say "naw, not yet"

next time i go to the fulton fish market
first thing i do is take a long drink of wine.

                               Henry Dumas

What's up family? Hope all is well and that the new week treats you kindly.  And by all means, when you go to the fulton fish market, have that drink of wine.

Peace,
Tnthltr2u

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4月11日

when i stand among poets

1
when i stand around among poets
i am embarrassed mostly,
their long white beards,
the great bulge in their pants

their certainties

i don't know how to do
what i do in the way
that i do it. it happens
despite me and i pretend

to deserve it.

but i don't know how to do it.
only sometimes when
something is singing
and so far

i hear.

2
when i stand around
among poets, sometimes
i hear a single music
in us, one note
dancing us through the
singular moving world.

                      Lucille Clifton

when you stand around among poets
what do you hear?
is it a single music in us?
or is it the sound of a tune
slightly off key?

when you stand around among poets
is your prose filled with promise
and fulfillment?
or uncertainty and self-doubt?

when you stand around among poets
do you see the beauty in every sunrise?
or is it just another day?

when you stand among poets........

Hope all is well family, have a great weekend.
Peace,
Tenthltr2u

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